Sweet Darkness

“Sweet Darkness”

When your eyes are tired
the world is tired also.

When your vision has gone
no part of the world can find you.

Time to go into the dark
where the night has eyes
to recognize its own.

There you can be sure
you are not beyond love.

The dark will be your womb
tonight.

The night will give you a horizon
further than you can see.

You must learn one thing.
The world was made to be free in.

Give up all the other worlds
except the one to which you belong.

Sometimes it takes darkness and the sweet
confinement of your aloneness
to learn

anything or anyone

that does not bring you alive
is too small for you.

~ David Whyte

Thanks to Sienna for the pointer.

 

In praise of academic tactics

If you’re an early career research you should read Mel Gregg’s recent post, “In praise of strategic complacency.”

(Seriously, no matter what anyone says–and you’ll hear it even more if you’re a woman–it’s NOT selfish to figure out what you need to do to take care of yourself and your career. I didn’t learn this lesson soon enough, and it’s hard to get back what others got used to you giving up.)

Mel starts by reminding us what’s at stake:

“It’s not enough to have gotten the job. No, landing the job is just the first step in a constant process of planning, assessing and maximizing ‘opportunities’. From now on, there will be little if any time to sit back and acknowledge your achievements, and yet part of what I want to suggest today is that you must fight for this time. And beware of people offering ‘opportunities’! This is because the system is set up to make you feel that you are never doing enough, just as technology has accelerated the amount of things we are expected to be able to do. This results in us all feeling like we are constantly behind, always ‘catching up.’

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[M]ostly it presents as a chronic low level internalized suspicion of incompetence, that there just isn’t enough time to do everything you need to do properly. While it feels highly personal, these are in fact the routine affects of organisational life today. It is worth recognizing the extent to which they are also the principal conditions of your labour that you can control – that is, once you appreciate that there is no temporal or spatial limit to the networked information economy that employs you.

The network, which is to say the office, which is to say work and the prospect of doing it, will always follow you home. So part of what we need to imagine collectively is the degree of compensation we want for that new reality, as well as strategies to cope with it.”

And that means that, first, we need to recognise different forms of academic practice and how to make them work for us:

Expand your imagined audience
“In teaching and research jobs, your audience includes your students (undergrad, postgrad) and your colleagues (department peers, committee colleagues, superiors). You probably engage in written communication daily with all of them – but do you count that writing as output? Do you count it as part of your intellectual project? If not, why not? Here I’m trying to offer ways to think about scale: the audience for your work can have local, national, and international reach. It’s a continuum of interaction and it all matters.”

Publishing: realistic outputs, actual numbers
“How many publications is enough? Homework: check your university’s minimum requirements for research output … Also think realistically about how much time you have free to write without interruption, at which times of the year. i.e. without teaching, without meetings, without someone waiting for you to come home for dinner.”

Grants: motivations for them – different types – which one is right for you?
“Time spent working up a collaboration should be weighed against more time spent on your own writing (track record) … Also against how much the focus will change. Assessors will reward something that’s coherent and distinctively yours.”

Teaching and service: making it work for your research goals
“[R]arely will your teaching directly match your research. But even overview courses can help keep you in touch with the field … Committee work: inevitable, so try to find things relevant to your research.”

Offloading: Claiming time for research
“Make time to plan what you want to do. Keep that time factored in to each week … Write lists. Try to distinguish between things that you must do, should do, or what would be nice to do. Have daily/weekly lists and don’t be hard on yourself if you need more time. Learn to say no, and when you do, say why, or suggest alternatives.”

There is some solid advice here and it never hurts to remind ourselves of these things. But it’s the next part of Mel’s post that I find most intriguing, and promising: Invoke strategic complacency.

“Academics, like other professionals, navigate a range of internally and externally imposed pressures to be productive – and to conclude I want to get you to start getting in the habit of asking: to what end? The model of worker that is rewarded today is that which is endlessly, limitlessly productive. The university will take everything from you if you let it. There are minimum performance levels but you’ll note that there are no maximums.

Replace productivity with strategic complacency. Use the discourse of productivity against itself. Start by using the language you hear routinely around you: ‘I’m just so busy’; ‘I can’t do it that day, today’s impossible‘; ‘This week/month is crazy, I just can’t’. The best line I’ve ever been told to use is the simple: ‘I’m sorry, I’m fully committed’ … Take your own goals seriously, and set boundaries on doing more. Setting up these strategies will help to see clearly the source for the multiple pressures you encounter – where they come from. Are they intrinsic (part of the make up of being an intellectual) or externally imposed? Are you just being polite when you don’t say no? Can you still be polite and excuse yourself from certain things?

Making time to organize and rationalize your time can mean you maximize the ‘good’ parts of your job and make better decisions about minimizing what takes you away from them … Learn whose job it is to take responsibility for things, who has the last say, so you don’t take on more responsibility than you will ever be recognized for.”

Alex Burns replied to Mel’s post by suggesting that emerging researchers need to follow the university’s unwritten rules and learn to “tame, rather than game, the administrative systems” at hand, but her approach is much more compatible with my personal politics. I can see strategic complacency operating as a tactic in De Certeau’s sense, something that must “make use of the cracks that particular conjunctions open in the surveillance of the proprietary powers. It poaches in them. It creates surprises in them. It can be where it is least expected. It is a guileful ruse.” It is, as I read it, not entirely unlike “la perruque” or a worker’s ability to get her own work down while appearing to be working for her employer.

Along these lines, Glen Fuller offers further insights into the matter of career “opportunities”. Here, I find his identification of three kinds of opportunity to be particularly helpful: first, opportunities can be offered by those in power; second, an opportunity can present itself; and third, we can create opportunities. This last one interests me the most:

“If a worker creates ‘opportunity’, then it is because he or she has critically appreciated the mechanics of labour relations and relations between worker productivity and the market in its virtuality (an example of what Deleuze called the ‘fourth-person singular’ and the practice of counter-effectuation); that is, the worker does not perceive the situation though the identity and horizon of experience of a ‘worker’ per se. The worker actively differentiates a new set of relations that can only be apprehended through action. This is a tactical relation to opportunity.”

Put a bit differently, even though it may be the most difficult path to take, it’s still in my best interests to create my own opportunities. The challenge is how to actually do this without passively accepting the imperative to perform, or else, and without capitulating to organisational expectations to maintain the status quo–and I think Mel’s suggestions go a long way in that regard. Thanks Mel!

What I Read This Week, 1st Edition

Don’t tell anyone, but it’s my super secret dream to one day have Rafil Kroll-Zaidi‘s skill and writing gig. Yes, I can already imagine how glorious my life will be when each month I search far and wide for the world’s most fascinating or peculiar research, and pull it all together with exceptional verve.

In the meantime, I’ll keep renewing my Harper’s subscription just for the Findings feature, and here’s what else I read this week:

Susan J Matt explains how social media doesn’t cause loneliness, but rather that Americans have been lonely “for at least two centuries” and that contemporary society has become intolerant of those who are not “cheerfully independent.”

Vienna gets its first cat café and Kate Miltner submits a thesis on LOLCats that proves, once and for all, how “seemingly trivial pieces of media — pictures of cats with captions — can act as meaningful conduits to central elements of our humanity.”

Images of soldiers being “led to slaughter” have long represented the tragedy of war, but today’s conflict casualties are more often civilians who suffer brutal, and repeated, rape. Usually treated as a women’s issue, the use of rape during war effects men in different but no less profound ways.

Miranda Trimmier reminds us why we dissect things, and how to do it well.

If selkies are the new heroes of paranormal romance, let’s hope they smell better than seals.

There comes a stage when all researchers find ourselves in the Valley of Shit. When this happens, remember what Winston Churchill said: “If you’re going through hell, keep going.”

Apparently, not everyone is excited about in-vitro meat.

Maurice Sendak, “who wrenched the picture book out of the safe, sanitized world of the nursery and plunged it into the dark, terrifying and hauntingly beautiful recesses of the human psyche,” is dead.

Consumer “infolust” will soon be satisfied by smart-phone apps that make it easy for shoppers to POINT, KNOW and BUY. Cue Austin Powers: “Smashing! Groovy! Yay capitalism!”

Cassie Gonzales wins Granta’s “Fleeing Complexity” competition with this tweetable short story: “It was my turn to wear the dead boy’s glasses.”

Primatologists ask can animals keep pets, and orangutans use iPads to communicate.

 

The affective politics of academic labour

Last week I read Rosalind Gill’s “Breaking the silence: The hidden injuries of the neoliberal university” (pdf) and it continues to weigh heavily on my mind and spirit.

The chapter starts with a conversation between academic colleagues that “speaks of many things: exhaustion, stress, overload, insomnia, anxiety, shame, aggression, hurt, guilt and feelings of out-of-placeness, fraudulence and fear of exposure within the contemporary academy.”

I’m familiar with many of those feelings, and it has also been my experience that they remain silenced in professional or public situations as much as they proliferate in collegial and private contexts.

Contrary to what many non-academics think, I don’t work in “a rarefied haven of detached reasoning and refined culture.” Universities are workplaces, like so many others, with complex and often contradictory micropolitics that operate at interpersonal and institutional levels, where power and authority are too often at odds.

So I’m grateful that Gill dares to ask these questions, to put these issues on the table:

“What would it mean to turn our lens upon our own labour processes, organisational governance and conditions of production? What would we find if, instead of studying others, we focussed our gaze upon our own community, and took as our data not the polished publication or the beautifully crafted talk, but the unending flow of communications and practices in which we are all embedded and enmeshed, often reluctantly: the proliferating e-mails, the minutes of meetings, the job applications, the peer reviews, the promotion assessments, the drafts of the RAE narrative, the committee papers, the student feedback forms, even the after-seminar chats?”

But I’m distressed because I’ve tried to raise these issues as well, and I felt a profound sense of betrayal and defeat when my concerns were dismissed, just as Gill describes, as “a ‘moan’, as an expression of complaint or unhappiness, rather than…as an analysis or a (political) demand for change.”

We are, it seems, expected to sacrifice ourselves for our jobs:

“A punishing intensification of work has become an endemic feature of academic life. Again, serious discussion of this is hard to find either within or outside universities, yet it is impossible to spend any significant amount of time with academics without quickly gaining an impression of a profession overloaded to breaking point, as a consequence of the underfunded expansion of universities over the last two decades, combined with hyperinflation of what is demanded of academics, and an audit culture that, if it was once treated with scepticism, has now been almost perfectly internalized.

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This is a collective, structural problem that is a direct result of workloads which leave many people with no ‘slack’ to take on anything beyond that which is directly required of them. Yet once again there is no discussion of this as an institutional or organisational issue. Instead universities ‘help’ staff to deal with these new intensified conditions with a barrage of ‘training courses’ (most of which we have no time to attend) which cover topics such as ‘time management’, ‘speed reading’, and ‘prioritising goals’, and require each individual to work on the self to better manage proliferating workloads, as if there were a technical fix (oh it’ll all be alright if I only check email once a day – why didn’t I think of that?! I’ll just pick all 115 of them up at 5 o’clock then I can stay up all night answering them!) while actively refusing any ‘reality check’ on the sustainability of contemporary academic workloads.”

Too true.

I’ve also noticed that this element of personal sacrifice is expected in some countries or cultures more than in others–which is even more problematic given how mobile the academic workforce has become in recent years. Failure to comply with this always already gendered and classed expectation can result in feelings of not only personal failure, but also of cultural discrimination.

Gill goes on to describe the “extensification” of academic work. In other words, it’s not just that we have to do more but we have to do it more of the time, in more ways, and in more places. Most commonly, current communication technologies not only allow us connect and share more, but have created the expectation in both colleagues and students that we will.

The final part of her chapter addresses the often negative experience of peer-reviewed publication and I agree that it’s crucial to acknowledge that rejection tends to be met with one of two possible responses:

“Some will have concluded that they really aren’t good enough, they can’t ‘hack it’. But others will have already devised ‘solutions’: I must try harder, read more widely, understand theory better, etc etc — the solution, then, for ‘us’ good neoliberal subjects, simply to work even harder.”

Ouch.

Why do we hold ourselves responsible instead of the system that encourages and normalises this, or the institutions and people who enforce and perpetuate it?

Have we really become nothing more or less than Foucault’s docile subjects constantly working under Agamben’s state of exception?

“Neoliberalism found fertile ground in academics whose predispositions to ‘work hard’ and ‘do well’ meshed perfectly with it’s demands for autonomous, self motivating, responsibilised subjects … The lack of resistance to the neoliberalisation of universities is partly a result of these divisive, individualizing practices, of the silences around them, of the fact also that people are too exhausted to resist and furthermore do not know what to resist or how to do so. But it is also understandable, I suggest, in terms of the inherent pleasures and fulfilment that many people derive from their work (when they find time to do it) or at least the promise of/idea of it, as well as to the seductions of relatively autonomous working lives — though this autonomy is eroding fast, as universities import business models which require for example that all e-mails be answered within 24 hours, or that academics are present in the office five days a week. In reality, the much vaunted autonomy often simply means that universities end up extracting even more labour from us for free, as we participate in working lives in which there is often no boundary between work and anything else (if indeed there is anything else).

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The challenge is how we might begin to resist.”

Three years have passed since Gill wrote this piece, and Mel Gregg’s books and articles continue to touch on related subjects, but I honestly don’t see that these issues are being given much more explicit acknowledgement or attention.

So. What are we going to do about that?

Looking, Walking, Being

Looking, Walking, Being

“The World is not something to
look at, it is something to be in.”
- Mark Rudman

I look and look.
Looking’s a way of being: one becomes,
sometimes, a pair of eyes walking.
Walking wherever looking takes one.

The eyes
dig and burrow into the world.
They touch
fanfare, howl, madrigal, clamor.
World and the past of it,
not only
visible present, solid and shadow
that looks at one looking.

And language? Rhythms
of echo and interruption?
That’s
a way of breathing.

breathing to sustain
looking,
walking and looking,
through the world,
in it.

~ Denise Levertov

Thanks to Virginia for sharing.

2012 State of the NZ Merino Industry–Part I–Fibre & Brand

As part of my ongoing cultural research into NZ merino, today I attended the NZ Merino Company Conference, which brought in about 600 people.

The first session introduced us to NZM’s fibre partners.

From Italy, Reda, Loro Piana, Cariaggi and Rewoolution.

From the UK, Johnstons of Elgin and John Smedley.

From Germany, Südwolle.

From Japan, Nikke.

From China, Erdos (“There are more millionaire households in China than there are people in NZ!”).

From the USA, Smartwool and Ibex.

And from NZ, Icebreaker, Designer Textiles and Armadillo.

I was really impressed by the Armadillo folks–who make “merino armor” for soldiers, firefighters and other “professional risk takers.” They saw the horrifying burns that so many soldiers in Iraq and Afghanistan have suffered because they were wearing synthetic base layers and got caught in IED explosions; rather than melting into the skin, merino effectively puts out the fire. (Soldiers aren’t supposed to wear synthetics in combat situations for this very reason, but it still happens.)

As an industry clearly invested in luxury markets, I was really surprised that NZM didn’t jump at the chance to partner with the VUW scientists who embedded gold and silver nano-particles in merino. I was also surprised that we didn’t get to see any medical products. As someone who, for the rest of my life, will need to wear hardcore compression socks while flying, let me just say that Encircle socks are full of win.

But NZ Merino is also moving into mid-micron fibres for the interiors market, and there were some lovely–see above and below–handmade rugs from Ascend. These folks also demoed a very nifty QR code-based (I think) iPad app that allows designers to visualise what a particular rug would look like in a space.

NZM’s Zque (pronounced “zee-queue”) brand is at the heart of all these partnerships.

What is Zque?

Source

Zque App

As you can see from the video above, their app is a bit like Icebreaker’s baacode, but for your phone. Given the sentiment that QR codes kind of suck and people don’t actually use them, as well as the recent buzz around Google’s Project Glass, it’s not surprising that they want to be moving onto some sort of augmented reality app. But let’s hope that NZM avoid gimmicky marketing and instead go for some quality interactive storytelling like in Copenhagen Museum’s VÆGGEN project–which is already a couple of years old and still more awesome than a lot of new design I see.

But the important point here is that these folks really know their brand. I don’t think I’ve ever seen so many photos of alpine mountains and crystalline lakes and big dramatic skies and flocks of sheep flowing majestically across the landscape. NZ Merino is sold as the world’s purest fibre from the world’s purest environment; it is all about authenticity.

One of the most interesting moments of the brand discussion was when CEO John Brakenridge showed the clip from Food Inc. on how chicken is produced today. Explaining how powerful social media is in getting people to think/worry that all agriculture is like this, Brakenridge said that NZM needs to make sure that they show a different story, the real story of how they’re different.

Of course, one of the cool real stories is that merino is biodegradable and NZM did a great job of showing what that looks like:

But let’s get back to the market they’ve actively claimed. NZM targets customers who want to know where their clothes come from, what the farmers are like and how the animals are treated. Ethical consumerism is more complex than they seem to think, but perhaps that doesn’t matter. There are great stories to be told, and they work hard to tell them.

Still, I can’t help but wonder if all the focus on purity and authenticity and ethics doesn’t miss the stories that are more complicated and less aesthetically appealing–and maybe even more interesting and valuable.

I’m also not sure how they’ll be able to maintain their brand identity if they plan to respond affirmatively to today’s demand from their fibre partners: “WE NEED MORE WOOL!”

Next: 2012 State of the NZ Merino Industry–Part II–Beyond Wool & The Role of Science & Tech

Re-designing merino: ”We need to put a ram on the moon!”

Tomorrow I’ll be attending the New Zealand Merino Company conference, the NZM Stampede, in Christchurch.

While Federated Farmer’s President Don Nicholson has said that the wool industry needs research anarchy, John Brakenridge, CEO of the NZ Merino Co, is aiming for “a ram on the moon.”

Early last year we made two videos on NZ merino wool’s transition from a commodity to a brand, and Brakenridge has been active in this shift. The Stanford Graduate School of Business’ NZM case study outlines how the NZ merino wool industry works, and today the merino sector “has about $100 million of forward contracts in place, insulating farmers from drops in the commodity market and protecting brands from price spikes.”

Brakenridge recently gave a presentation at Better By Design‘s 2012 CEO Summit, where he talked about how NZM wants to be the “smartest, most robust and valuable” part of NZ’s primary sector, effectively by “re-designing” the sheep:

Stay tuned for a summary of the conference!

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